Sometimes I wish I had an easy answer for why I'm depressed. That my father beat me or I was sexually abused. But my problems are less dramatic than that. Like My friends sometimes look at me like I'm from another planet or I'm obsessed with a boy who happens to be going out with my best friend. So, is there any one thing that made me want to jump off a bridge?
Maybe I'm not explaining right how serious this is. It feels like everything is just building up, and everyone else, they just seem to handle everything. You know like.. But not me. You know?
I'm scared.
I can't go back out there, I don't know what. I don't know how
I just need some help, I just need you (everyone) to help me.
IKFS.
